Post by duchuy on Oct 1, 2021 4:30:39 GMT
Hey, long time no see.
It has been more than 2 years since the last time we met, I guess?
So now you must be wondering, why I am writing a letter to you, when I can just text you directly, right?
Well, to be honest, I don’t have that kind of courage anymore, sorry for that.
First, I want to apologize for everything that happened between us, sincerely. The “me” of that time didn’t know how to face the feelings that I had for you, so, I chose to run away, thinking that this is the best way for us. But I was wrong, it didn’t solve anything and made a whole mess. That’s why, I’m really sorry for everything you had to endure those days, and all the words that I said that might hurt you. And I think, I need to give an apology to myself, too, I had left a wound deep down my heart without even realizing it.
But, if you ask me, if I can turn back the time, will I do the opposite? Well, I’m not sure. The reason why I chose that way is because I know, the closer I get to you, the bigger this flower of hope inside my heart will bloom. Have you ever heard of “Hanahaki”? It is a disease that appears in fictional stories. When a person falls in love with the one who does not love them, a string of flower will grow inside their chest, and time after time, that flower will become bigger and bigger, then it makes them vomit petals, that’s when this disease is in an emergency state, they have to get rid of that flower – that love, or else, it will take over their lungs and suffocate them.
And yes, I chose what was the best for me, get rid of it. So, I hope you understand, and the next time we meet, if possible, let’s talk to each other like normal friends, okay?
Thank you.
Sincerely.
It has been more than 2 years since the last time we met, I guess?
So now you must be wondering, why I am writing a letter to you, when I can just text you directly, right?
Well, to be honest, I don’t have that kind of courage anymore, sorry for that.
First, I want to apologize for everything that happened between us, sincerely. The “me” of that time didn’t know how to face the feelings that I had for you, so, I chose to run away, thinking that this is the best way for us. But I was wrong, it didn’t solve anything and made a whole mess. That’s why, I’m really sorry for everything you had to endure those days, and all the words that I said that might hurt you. And I think, I need to give an apology to myself, too, I had left a wound deep down my heart without even realizing it.
But, if you ask me, if I can turn back the time, will I do the opposite? Well, I’m not sure. The reason why I chose that way is because I know, the closer I get to you, the bigger this flower of hope inside my heart will bloom. Have you ever heard of “Hanahaki”? It is a disease that appears in fictional stories. When a person falls in love with the one who does not love them, a string of flower will grow inside their chest, and time after time, that flower will become bigger and bigger, then it makes them vomit petals, that’s when this disease is in an emergency state, they have to get rid of that flower – that love, or else, it will take over their lungs and suffocate them.
And yes, I chose what was the best for me, get rid of it. So, I hope you understand, and the next time we meet, if possible, let’s talk to each other like normal friends, okay?
Thank you.
Sincerely.
